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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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Problems. tat's what i live in. n tt's y i'm so tired...

Everyday i wake up 2 e same old problems tt's being bugging me since last august.. i go to sch, dreading tt more prob will surface.. it seems like there is no end to the creativeness of dis bunch of humanx who r out 2 make life difficult for everyone.. i wanna help.. really.. but it's either it's not appreciated, or ppl tik i'm of no use..

been collecting feedback since last aug.. lolx (sarcastic).. none of them is ever positive.. wat is dis world turning to.. i dunoe.. i dun care.. but it's my job.. n i cannot avoid it.. n tt's wat makes me tired.. i have my problems too.. but i dun even bother bt them.. everytime a new prob surface.. e zzz monster will wan to take its revenge on me in class.. haiz..

ydae, someone pointed out something.. tt ppl are being biased.. yeah.. tt's true.. n i tot bt it.. n i lost some sleep.. hope u ppl will treat everyone equally, n mean wat u ll said.. both sides are biased in some ways.. but wat can they do.. can only sae tt u all muz try to interact with more ppl n not concentrate on a particular grp only..

today, another prob.. for mths.. i've kept myself in check.. not wanting to create more prob for the club.. wanting to hold onto things.. i do not do things coz i'm obliged to.. i do things coz i'm interested in it.. nv have i gone down for any activity feeling tt i muz be there for show.. back to e prob.. there's no reason for u to blow up.. n sometimes i wish u do.. blow up.. literally.. if u feel something is not done rite. juz sae it.. no pt in walking off.. complicates things..

TIRED

.. tried walking away once, not forgetting to leave instructions for u all.. but somehow tt person did not convet e msg.. disappointed.. n i got accused.. now u are commiting e same crime.. wat do u wan me to say..

i feel weak.. sleepy.. dying.. but shld i quit.. it's juz a while more.. but looking at e state of things.. i noe i muz press on until victory is in sight..


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